Alllllllllllright. So I made a huge post about how I was never going to drink alcohol again real early this morning. And then all day I was just thinking about how that would actually be and you know what? It wasn't fun. I would just feel weird all the time and people would ask me "oh really why not?" and then I wouldn't really have a good answer aside from all those cookie cutter reasons I listed before and that would just make me look stupid. And as I re-read that original post I couldn't help but get kinda creeped out. It didn't sound like me...it was almost like christian. I don't know it was real weird and I did not like the feeling I got when I read it and when I thought about its implications. I think I over reacted a little bit after coming home from a weekend of excess which I think spurred on this whole thought process starting last night continuing on into this morning and I think I was my body was so depressed from all of the alcohol from the weekend that it clouded my mind and lead me to write that very odd post. Kind of like when Jenna was so upset over her lost iPhone she rationalized buying a $300 razr.
So am I still not going to drink? For the most part yes. But I am not going to absolutely abstain because after 8 hours of thought I have come to the conclusion that it would cause more problems than it would solve and all I really have to do is not spend so much money.
So sorry for whoever read that last post. It was very odd.
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